I got too many presents for Christmas, it makes me feel really bad. I got a mug with Goth Stan and the rest of the goth kids on it, which makes my life twelve times better.

But then I was looking on the WWE Shop site, and honestly, I am a selfish douche, but I found two things on there that I want. One I would KILL for, and the other would just be nice. That's not the selfish part. The selfish part is I wish I knew people who would just buy me something because I say, 'Oh, I like that.' Because that's what I do for everyone else.

Story. Of. My. Life.

I'm not as miserable as I sound. I just wish parts of my life were different.

I still like a boy, for the record. I like two boys, but one I know I can't have, & even with everything, I'm okay with that. He's at least still my friend, and that's way more than I could have imagined was going to happen, so.

I want to write something. I have an idea for a Worlds Apart spinoff, but I don't know how many people would be interested. For those of you who know what Worlds Apart even is. (It's my South Park fanfic over on FFNet that I am most proud of, ever.)

so okay, right now i have a killer headache. i woke up with a migraine, was in agony for a few hours because i didn't have painkillers in my room, finally had to go ask my roomies for some in person, took two advils & crawled back to bed. i slept until 12:30 when my sbf came to see if i was okay, & my headache was less, so i hung out with him while he cleaned. then my friend came over, we played scene it, then she & my sbf went downstairs & i came up here.

and i'm happy, i mean, for the most part. i don't feel good, which sucks because i don't want to not feel good. and i like a boy, but my head is telling me i don't have a chance, which is lame. but just hearing his name still makes me smile, so i think that's a good thing. help me hope?

i need to write something. or watch angel. or something. this journal entry sounds so emo, but it's not. capital letters just hurt my head right now.

oh, & in other news, i kind of want to play world of warcraft.

Hi! Okay, so, I'm not on dA much, and there's a reason for that, at least lately. I have a severe lack of the Internet where I live, but we're working on getting it hooked up, so I can keep writing my pretty SP fanfiction for everyone here and on FFNet to read. You know. Those who are interested, anyway.

Speaking of where I live, I have a new home! Me and my two best friends just moved into a little townhouse, and it's nice because I no longer have to sleep on a chair! Yay! And I get my own room! I'm giddy with excitement; no, really.

So anyway, here's some stuff I wanted to say:

- If you like South Park fanfiction, go check me out on Fanfiction.net. My name over there is eksley05.
- If you know me over there, and you're reading Worlds Apart, I swear to God I will finish it, and I'm working on the next chapter now.
- I take requests, so let me know.
- I'm -debating- NaNoWriMo this year. I was too intimidated last year, but... If you have an opinion on whether I should do it or not, PLEASE please let me know, I welcome your advice.
- I'm kind of lonely these days, so I also welcome new friends of any kind.

Have a good day, everyone!! I'm gonna go (hopefully) get some writing done.

I suck.
I can't write to save my life anymore.
Judging by the like, lack of feedback.
Positive or negative.
Meh.
I'm having a very bad day.

1) Who are you?
2) Are we friends?
3) When and how did we meet?
4) Would you kiss me?
5) Give me a nickname and explain why.
6) Describe me in 1 word.
7) What was your first impression of me?
8) Do you still think the same?
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