so okay, right now i have a killer headache. i woke up with a migraine, was in agony for a few hours because i didn't have painkillers in my room, finally had to go ask my roomies for some in person, took two advils & crawled back to bed. i slept until 12:30 when my sbf came to see if i was okay, & my headache was less, so i hung out with him while he cleaned. then my friend came over, we played scene it, then she & my sbf went downstairs & i came up here.

and i'm happy, i mean, for the most part. i don't feel good, which sucks because i don't want to not feel good. and i like a boy, but my head is telling me i don't have a chance, which is lame. but just hearing his name still makes me smile, so i think that's a good thing. help me hope?

i need to write something. or watch angel. or something. this journal entry sounds so emo, but it's not. capital letters just hurt my head right now.

oh, & in other news, i kind of want to play world of warcraft.